[ He's letting out a tense breath, his eyes widening at those words.
... Yet he doesn't entirely feel surprised. Maybe at just how it feels to hear them said - he knew Akira would be like this, but that didn't tell him much about how he'd be towards him. He can't, after all, see his own future the same way he can see that of others.
Now he's shaking his head, pulling back completely. ]
Don't!
[ There's desperation in that word, and he's trembling as he moves to stand. To just... put space between them. That's what he needs, right? ]
I don't deserve that-! [ tears starting to pour down his face, and it hurts... so much ] Happiness... understanding...
You don't understand. I didn't come here to find that... [ a quiet sob slipping out as he turns to hurry over to the door ] I came to erase it!
[ His pain is not the bitter kind nor is it something that burns. It's something crushing, suffocating... and very dark. ]
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Date: 2019-11-21 07:30 pm (UTC)... Yet he doesn't entirely feel surprised. Maybe at just how it feels to hear them said - he knew Akira would be like this, but that didn't tell him much about how he'd be towards him. He can't, after all, see his own future the same way he can see that of others.
Now he's shaking his head, pulling back completely. ]
Don't!
[ There's desperation in that word, and he's trembling as he moves to stand. To just... put space between them. That's what he needs, right? ]
I don't deserve that-! [ tears starting to pour down his face, and it hurts... so much ] Happiness... understanding...
You don't understand. I didn't come here to find that... [ a quiet sob slipping out as he turns to hurry over to the door ] I came to erase it!
[ His pain is not the bitter kind nor is it something that burns. It's something crushing, suffocating... and very dark. ]